Onnatoe

Why do I get the feeling i'm never wanted around? You say you love me. I belive you. I really do. I don't get it. When I say I don't get a private joke you just say "It's nothing. You wouldn't understand." then just walk away. Maybe I wouldn't understand. Help me try. When you want to talk, I'm always there to listen. When I want to talk - You say "I'm busy we'll talk later." We never do. When you're lonely, I call or text if I can't physically be there. When I'm lonely - You say "I'm sorry sweetie." Then never reply back. When things get bad I know you will be there. You love me. You're just always to busy to make me not lonely.

Because I have always felt the need to help   but words always fail me Because I have always wanted to live   but have never been able to take the first step Because I'm not in as bad of shape as some   I try to help but I usually fail Because I care   I have friends who love me    people who love me      but of course I always feel alone Because I am a teenager   I always overreact Because I love   My door is always open to those who need me

Blood under the moonlight You're on the loose Tell me why You had to do this I fallowed you blindly That was a mistake Can't you see that I loved you? Oh how I was wrong *music solo* I want to know the truth